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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2008|11:29 pm]
[music |In the aeroplane over the sea....nmh]

i messed up pretty bad tonight.

and when i read somethings, i dont know what to think of it.

Im wondering if coming back to this thing is good for me, since i unravel way too much of my problems
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its better than that new car smell [Aug. 17th, 2008|11:56 am]
[music |New Slang-The Shins]

Theres little things in life, that are so small yet to one person it is so important.

I wore it all night.
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Well its been a long time, long time now..... [Aug. 14th, 2008|10:09 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Nantes-Beirut]

Half of the time things are good and i am happy.

Then that other half i look at things to realize that its not exactly how i would like to it to be.

I dont like complaining, but i just have a hard time facing reality. Its those occasions where you have long silent car rides just listening to music and enjoying the time. I do enjoy it. But when you start thinking about it, its hard not to get upset. Its hard to hide your face when your eyes start to tear and theyre right next to you, even though they probably dont know what your thinking about. The car ride is nice and even if its just that, its better than nothing.

Its hard that i know i will be like this for a long time. Even though i can be put through a lot, i look past it. If anything really bothered me, i wouldve given up already but its different.

If something makes you happy, why not go for it? Even if it takes a long time.
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i want too much [Aug. 4th, 2008|01:38 pm]
[music |Mushaboom-Postal Service Remix]

i want to take a ride to the ocean tonight, who wants to join?
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a long time [Aug. 4th, 2008|04:50 am]
its 5 in the morning and i havent updated in maybe a year? two years?

i wish there was no such thing as a bad time.

why cant everything go right?
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i hear beyonce on the radio [Jun. 25th, 2006|01:15 pm]
[Current Location |my house?]
[music |Album of the Year-The good life]

fuck the livejournal, is it actually being broadcast live?

well its the 25th of june, and its raining, and i think ill use that as a perfect excuse to commit a murder

but dont tell anyone, cause well...i just dont think thatd be good for me

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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2006|12:33 pm]
[Current Location |mah crib]
[music |The Adventure-Angels and Airwaves]

i wish that you could snap your fingers and youd be clean and you wouldnt have to take a shower
i hate taking showers sometimes, only for the effort it takes
dont get me wrong, i take a shower everyday before school cause i hate smelly kids and i dont wanna be one
but on weekends it takes so much effort to get into the shower because you sleep in till like noon and by then you realize that half the days over so why shower now?
but then the smelly kid situation comes to mind and i guess thats what gives me that extra boost
i think ill go take a shower now, even though i have to walk up stai
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it was yesterday [Apr. 18th, 2006|12:19 am]
[music |Public Service Anouncment-DJ Dangermouse]

my birthday was yesterday
it ended like 19 minutes ago?
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never did notice that you still hide away [Apr. 9th, 2006|05:31 pm]
[music |everything you want-vertical horizon]

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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2006|06:07 pm]
[music |cant lose-we are scientists]

i hate my fish
i want to get new nice ones
the ones i have now are too big and i want them flushed down the toliet
dead or alive
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